Dearest Taqhkenty, I deem you as the bravest person of this forum who, after facing rejects, cheer for others.
I can imagine how tough it is for you currently. I understand your pain of giving your energy and time to them and hearing heart-tearing remarks from them.
I am sorry.
But the general aspect of life has something very good stored for you.
( I know it is easy for me to say so, but I am with you in your grief too. )
Try to apply at best schools in your hometown or do some course or job. Then apply for next year.
Try to apply to correspondence courses or part time. Do not loose hopes man!!!
Look out for other options, i.e your stream in good univ. of other nations.Stay open to ideas.
I hope my words lessen your pain. After few days, everything will be alright.
Remember, if you loose today, you are bound to get tomorrow.