@finboy - I am sorry for the rejections you've got. The thing is I've applied to more than 20 schools, but the decision has been made for only one program. The only school that's announced their result was posted on their website that I never got an email asking for the check on the status. So, it is more difficulty now since I have to check the status for more than 20 programs whether they've updated the status by now or not everyday. But thank you indeed for allowing me to know your status. I believe finance and accounting are one of the programs that announce the result latest. Let's have our fingers crossed till April (hopefully not until then)
@Accgirl - all the programs I've applied for are accounting phd. I knew that I lack of research experience(only master thesis and presentation of it to worldwide conference that is not at all famous), and also work experience(although worldwide, it was not an accounting firm). But now I realize what I had hope has too big to be achieved and that the pumping heart just to imagine teaching the students, reading literature, and finding too small p-value just won't do.
@XanthusARES - Thank you for more realistic advice. Yes, I am contacting the job market as I think it is the major weakness in my CV and it's going to take more than two interviews in the job market anyway and more than a month from now. But the thing is I've only applied to those that are low on the ranks (UTD, USNews, etc). There is no UC, no Harvard, no MIT and no whatsoever that are out there that everyone in the world knows. On the other hand, I guess there is no easy program for accounting phd to get in even for those that are below 100 among the North America territory.
Thank you very much for your interest in my agony. I just needed to say out loud that I feel devastated. I couldn't tell my friends and family. If you could suggest any way I can do to get me distracted from checking the status everyday, it would be great.